Am reu\u0219it, c\u00e2t de c\u00e2t, cu ajutorul Andrei, s\u0103 dezgrop ce mi s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat \u00een copil\u0103rie. Nu m\u0103 mai mint c\u0103 e ceva nesemnificativ care nu m-a afectat \u00een vreun fel. Nu m\u0103 mai ascund dup\u0103 tot ce am realizat \u00een ciuda a ce mi s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am treizeci \u0219i unu de ani acum, sunt prea b\u0103tr\u00e2n pentru terapie \u0219i e prea t\u00e2rziu s\u0103 mai dezgrop\u0103m mor\u021bi (cel pu\u021bin, asta \u00eemi tot repet\u0103 mama). Dar strig\u0103tul lui \u2014 chiar dac\u0103 nu \u0219i-l mai \u00eendreapt\u0103 spre mine, chiar dac\u0103 \u0219tiu c\u0103 omul acela nu m\u0103 mai poate atinge \u2014 \u00eenc\u0103 m\u0103 reduce la copilul neajutorat \u0219i captiv care eram pe vremea c\u00e2nd m\u0103 b\u0103tea. \u00cenc\u0103 evit subiecte care \u0219tiu c\u0103 l-ar putea declan\u0219a. \u00cenc\u0103 am impresia c\u0103 toate lucrurile bune din via\u021ba mea sunt pe punctul s\u0103 se surpe. \u00cenc\u0103 nu concep de ce ar putea cineva s\u0103 \u00eempart\u0103 o via\u021b\u0103 cu mine. \u00cenc\u0103 m\u0103 zdruncin\u0103 orice simt c\u0103 am mo\u0219tenit de la el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A\u0219a c\u0103 mai am de lucru, presupun. Vreau doar s\u0103-l pun la mas\u0103 \u0219i s\u0103-i fac un inventar cu toate modurile \u00een care m-a r\u0103nit. Nu m\u0103 intereseaz\u0103 dac\u0103 o s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleag\u0103, dac\u0103 o s\u0103-\u0219i cear\u0103 iertare \u2014 \u0219i-a reconfigurat deja amintirile, \u0219i-a cimentat statutul de victim\u0103 \u00een povestea noastr\u0103 de familie \u2014, dar vreau s\u0103 adun destul\u0103 putere \u00eenc\u00e2t s\u0103-i pot vorbi despre lucrurile astea f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-mi \u00eenghe\u021be vocea sau s\u0103 mi se fac\u0103 r\u0103u.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Am reu\u0219it, c\u00e2t de c\u00e2t, cu ajutorul Andrei, s\u0103 dezgrop ce mi s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat \u00een copil\u0103rie. Nu m\u0103 mai mint c\u0103 e ceva nesemnificativ care nu m-a afectat \u00een vreun fel. Nu m\u0103 mai ascund dup\u0103 tot ce am realizat \u00een ciuda a ce mi s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat. Am treizeci \u0219i unu de ani acum, sunt […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"_eb_attr":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[284,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3568","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-marturii","category-uncategorized"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.andraghinea.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3568","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.andraghinea.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.andraghinea.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.andraghinea.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.andraghinea.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3568"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.andraghinea.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3568\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3703,"href":"https:\/\/www.andraghinea.ro\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3568\/revisions\/3703"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.andraghinea.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3568"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.andraghinea.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3568"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.andraghinea.ro\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3568"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}